Sunday, November 4, 2007

Joshua's Courage: Journal 6

11-4-07

As I write this tonight, I sit nervously at my keyboard. I am afraid of what God is doing in the hearts of my students. I trust His will completely, but I hate to see the struggles and internal conflicts each of them are dealing with as they tread the dark paths of life to find either hope or despair at the end of the tunnel. I pray it will be light, but I know some of them will not choose wisely.

Tomorrow, I will be showing them a documentary that changed my life. It has the potential to change theirs as God moves in their hearts. I pray it would give them something to think about and that I would be given strength to answer questions, make the first move, pray diligently, and be a godly example for the students I love so much.

I am worried they will think the story is boring or silly. I know I have to trust God. In the same way I shared my story of my life with Sarah and Nicole, I know they will be blessed by Cameron's story. Sometimes I think I love too much, because it hurts; ultimately, I know God gave me this passion and I pray I serve Him well.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i wish i could write as amazingly as u can. thanks for somewhat inspiring me to write more important things!-some1 in your 6th period class......you'll never know who.....