Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Joshua's Courage: Journal 14


1-13-07

As I stood on the stage with Mr. Bray today, I could not help but feel like Maximus from Gladiator, with the spectators cheering my name as I closed in for the kill. I was filled with adrenaline and pride, for my school and myself. I loved every second of our Amazing Race filming today, but it was later I realized just how prideful I am and how humble Bray is.

I love attention. I love to be the center of attention and to hold sway over the minds and emotions of the audience. Being an actor, gladiator, teacher, etc. is not evil in itself. In fact, there is nothing wrong with enjoying the moment like I did this morning. My HEART, however, was not in the right place. What stands out even more to me as I think about that experience is how humble my "teammate is."

I never see Bray take credit for things he doesn't do. He has become a natural leader for our team in the time I have met him, yet he never claims credit for the ideas he has or leadership he takes. I, on the other hand, love to let people know when I create something. Give ME the glory!! It is my prayer that I would continue to follow examples of Christian humility and set my pride aside, so that I might enjoy amazing experiences even more!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey Mr Tharp!

Yeah you and Algebray need to go on the show. I won't watch it if you don't.

Slim

VALERIE said...

Im glad you can see that. Not many people can point fingers at themselves.

Anonymous said...

THARP IT UP






AUSTIN WILLIAMS